It is only now that I've got the chance to feel how does a disabled person feels like. You have to rely on other people to  get things for you and do things for you because you can hardly move and walk. I don't really like it when I have to ask for help from people around me because I always wanted to be independent but this time, seriously its a no no no! Tidak dapat tidak, memang kena mintak tolong. May Allah bless you guys, huhuu. Talking about the pain, whoaah its unbearable, tapi apa pun aku percaya ini semua adalah kafarah dosa. Maka dengan itu, wahai hati dan jasadku, semoga tabah! =)